1st timer

1st time blogging online..... feel that there is no love in tis freaking world animore.... ppl's loved ones are dying all over the world.... terrorists are taking innocent ppl as hostages... b4 killing them... wat's up wit this world??? i dun feel lik i belong here animore..... can some1 jus take mi 2 a land far far away where there is no war.... jus peace... haix......... realli having a depressing time nowadae......... personal life jus took a tumble....... projects, quizzes, exams...... all of them are realli making mi feel lik crap rite now...... y mus ppl study??? in order jus 2 get a job? or jus 2 show off 2 ppl that "Look! i have 'A's 4 everi subject!" even studying wont get u a job... haix..... tis few daes hav realli taken a toll on mi...... even more worrying is the fact tat i am going 2 turn 17 soon.... getting old veri soon..... soon i will be 20... 30... 70.... and soon... dead....... i also did a weird thing todae..... i jus asked my ex-crush out 4 a movie.... also dunno y... despite the fact that i kinda like another person now...... nah.... tink i will b jus going as a frienz.... jus hope that my old feelings wont't be rekindled once again..... *Signing off at 10:57 PM*