Fed up of studying

woke up tis morn 2 find another question stuck in my head... y must illness strike only the poor? the people getting sick in tis world are only the poor... y??? the whole freaking world is so freaking unfair... went to tampines mart todae 2 study wit patrick... who ish lik a 2nd brother 2 mi.... learnt that studying in macdonald's is veri veri ex... y the constant feeling of feeling hungry... damn... realli hate that feeling.... studying my emaths lik wad lik tt... still cannot get the functions and log and ln... all that stupid crap.... study also cant get in my brain.... at around 3 plus... patrick's frienz came along.... xiao jian and clement.... man... when they came, they kept toking something about voltage regulator... hahaha..... making mi laughing lik anithing... being wit them makes mi happy... something that i have not been felt 4 quite some time liaoz..... miss working at GV where we can scold the customers and people were there 2 back each other up.... nowadaes.... everithing keeps gonig wrong 4 mi.... even my realtionships... which i have not even touched at all..... y was i such a dumb block 2 ask my ex-crush out for a movie date... even when i noe well that i lik some1 else now........ i even promised her that i will remember her bdae 4 the next 2 yrs... omg.... wad a whole lot of touble i am in now.... making promises 2 my ex-crush despite the fact that my heart is with some1 else now.... i am feeling so lost rite now... can some1 show mi the way and leading mi 2 the correct path.... i dun wish 2 make another mistake and end up hurting her.... this song realli describles my feelings rite now......

Firefly:
When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
Could you forgive and learn how to forget
Hear me as I'm calling out your name


Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too


Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me


You and me
We shared a mistery
We were so close
Like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me

Fly firefly through the sky
Come and play with my desire
Don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night

Fly firefly through the sky
Wait another night
Don't be long
Fire fire firefly

Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me

Please... some1 jus tell mi it is my imagation... or jus give mi some advice..... dun wanna hurt an1 anymore..... also unwillingly counting down 2 my birthdae... 16 more daes........ Haix....... Signing off at 11:19 PM