haix.... i realli miss serne.... haix... also dunno y...

R/S probs

wow...... can believe tt so mani ppl already noe tt i like serene already...... jus let mi count how mani ppl noe....

she herself, seng, vincent, patrick, su ken, sarah, wan chin (who i dont even noe), alvin tan, ah gui, henry, hong guan, iskandar, zhi zhang, lawerence, rayna, jason, sherliyn, ah tong, tor tai, wee leong, joanne, monica, shao wei, zheng hua, khim heng, thomas, fu wen, yi sheng, all of F408, half of F407, half of F403.... wah..... i realli didnt try 2 keep tis a secret....

hahahaha.... but its ok..... coz i tink tt wad ah gui said was realli correct..... if u realli lik a person, u will not try 2 keep it a secret.... but somehow, the ppl closest 2 mi didnt noe tis at all, lik my bro, my da jie(C.C) and my er jie.... hahahahha.... could b the fact tt i veri long nv contact them alr..... mayb i hld jus stun my da jie by jus SMSing her tt i lik serene... hahahahha.....

haix..... my bachelor's club has been havin alot of probs..... haix..... patrick's chances of going aft jaedia look increasingly slim.... haix.... alot of ppl keep tellin him 2 jus tell her tt he lik her, but he didnt wan 2..... my advice was 2 tell him 2 wait until aft exams..... he took it.... i hope tt he get his wish ba..... =)

seng prob is tt he dont dare 2 go aft the girl he lik.... he sae tt given his character, he will get tired of her easily.... i got nth 2 sae as i noe tt seng is quite mature and always giv mi advice on tis kind of things and itturns out tt he is always correct... =)

isk prob is a long relationship... haix... azziza doesnt live here.... she lives in the philippines.... tt is 2 far away 4 her... and furthermore, she does not plan on coming back 2 singapore... she also had jus broken up wit her boyfriend.... so i also dun tink she wan any sort of a relationship rite now ba.... he also cannot do anything about tt 2...

as 4 mi... well u noe, since the day i wrote on my blog tt i lik her, i have not seen her at all.... dont noe if she is tryin 2 avoid mi or is it due 2 the fact tt she wan 2 study now.... i noe tt she does not wan 2 get hurt animore, i also noe tt she does not wan any kind of a relationship rite now.... but all i wan 2 noe is tt if she lik mi 2.... haix... dun tink tt i will ever noe tt ba.... but she hav been replyin my msgs tis few days ba... so i tink i shld not b paranoid and jus 4get about the whole thing....

as 4 mi, well i dun tink i will b going after serene ba... coz i dunno y.... mayb its due 2 the fact tt i found out i lik her, but my character is changin.... i dunno if its 4 the gd or bad, but i am turning out 2 b more and more lik ah seng.... the gd thing is tt he is capable at work, and more mature... but the bad thing is tt, and he himself admit tt 2... tt he is kinda of a flirt....

i noe tt at work, i can b as capable as he is, in fact, my stk closing opening is around his standards..... 4 being mature, i can admit tt i am immature, but i can work on tt.... 4 his bad points.... i myself also hate 2 admit, but i tink i am also gettin 2 b more and more lik him 2.... been jus playin around more and more often.....

i also noe the fact tt i might not b able 2 provide serene happiness, coz i realli make a lousy b/f, i cant even gurantee her tt it might b long-term, i cant even promise myself tt... so idont realli tink i can go after serene now... all i hope is tt she finds a guy who is much much betta than mi.... coz i tink i am going 2 stay single 4 quite a while now.... the only thing tt i noe is tt when i am in a r/s, i ill b extremely devoted..... other tt that, i dun tink i hav any gd points lift....