happy

yay!!!!!!!! so happi todae!!!!!!!!!!! i finally got her no!!! haha... 4 the 1st time in my life i finally got the no of some1 tt i realli liked! :p actually i only lik 2 ppl so far.. haha tis is my 2nd... the 1st 1 was my frienz who helped mi.. i sound veri useless rite?? haha.. haix... also sianz also... y?? sup paper coming.... damn... failed the 1 i expected 2... i also tt that i will fail my maths also... but surprises of surprises, i passed!!! somehow, somewhere i managed 2 pass my maths... *Shocked expression*.... but i also disappoint my frienz leh... by failing 1 sub... haix... sory guys... now also studying veri hard 4 my paper... :p.... tis time i mus clear my paper!!! and i will 1!!! nth 2 write liaoz... so signing off at 11:28pm

surprised

haix.... todae was my bdae.... sianz.... feel lik i am getting old everi single dae.... got a extremely huge suprise yesterdae.... was working at gv yesterdae... gv also closed early 4 mi... haha... no lah... aniwayz... when i was clearing the cinemas.... patrick got a call and ask mi 2 go down wit him.... i tt that it was nothing... then he asked mi 2 go 2 cinema 2.... where i got a huge shock when they started singing a birthdae song 4 mi.... i was blurred at time sia.... no wonder alvin, su ken and ming yong come down.... all of them come down jus 4 mi.... thanks guys!!! then aft tt, got another big suprise.... during supper tt time.... my bro kept on asking mi 2 close my eyes and make a wish.... thought that since there was no harm, i did so..... when i opened my eyes, he handed mi something.. it was a front row seat 2 S.H.E concert... mus hav cost the entire gv alot of money jus 4 them 2 buy it.... so... here are those tt i lik 2 thanx: my bro, my da jie. ah boon, mei ting, ah seng, kathy, alvin, su ken, patrick, ah tong and uncle sunny.... u guys rox!!!!!!! spend so money on mi.... next time no need lah.... mi already used 2 not celebrating 1... todae was also my unhappi 17th... haha.... alot of ppl wished mi happi bdae... so nice of them.... dawn also passed mi a present also.... y are ppl so nice 2 mi??????? anyway... had a great time todae.... so thanks guys!!!!!! Signing off at 9:24pm

re-entry

yoz.... nv blog 4 a week liaoz..... haha... being doing alot of interesting things since my exams finish... back at work.... and been realli sianz man..... tis week alone already kena 4 times eos.. haix... also been sick during the past 2 daes... haix... still abit out of it.... on my bro's chalet summore... sianz sia..... but nvm... with all my gv pals can liaoz.... wawa still there making jokes and pretending 2 b gay... hahaha.. dunno whether wanna learn stocktake anot.... if realli kena, i wan 2 b train by only chee wee, ah tong and alvin.... the other recent full timers realli cannot make it.... haix.... wonder y gv employ them... hahaha..... haix... tis few weeks has realli been veri stressful.... been on the edge for dunno wad reasons... almost exploding tis past few weeks.... also dunno 4 wad... mus b due 2 work, sch and relationship ba....haix.... nv even go into 1 already got probs liaoz... wad the hell.... dawn also msg mi todae... asking if i am avoiding her??? wan 2 avoid her 4 wad??? the chalet thingy i was at my house slping... then messenger was coz i was playing games.... and checking my email only........ i also got no reason 2 avoid u also lehz..... dun tink so much lahz..... relationship also in chaos... lik the person butdun dare 2 go after her.... haix........ kk.... stop here..... 2 more happy daes b4 my unhappy 17th.... haix.... signing off at 12:23a.m.

finally.... it's over......

YES!!!! my freaking exams are finally OVER!!!! but getting a bit worried.... haix... got a mental block todae.... so darn 2pid of mi... haix... study liaoz mental block...... finally returned to the place i love most... GVTM!!!!! hehehe..... so mani things had changed.... our backyard becom lik wat liaoz.... gelare jus opened nearby.... OMG..... only 2 mths... so mani things disappeared.... :/.... returned 2 GV only 2 find tat i hav 2 tear tixs.... the most boring job of all... -_-.... todae had the weirdest customers i hav ever seen in my freaking life!!!!!!! this is wad 1 customer sae 2 mi: "where yr manager??? wad is yr name??? du worry, i not going 2 complain about u." WTH!!!!!!!!! dun complain bout mi then ask 4 my name for wad???? go borrow loanshark money izzit??? to that customer.... SCREW YOU!!!!! another customer also damn bloody dumb.... i took her outside food liaoz.... then she go in the cinema, then come out sae i wanna eat 1st... -_-.... another dumb customer.... tink yr 15 dollars so big izzit??? haha... enuff bout tt... since exam finish... i have been out of my jerky mood.... back 2 being my gv didi liaoz.... hahahaha..... hee... also caught a glimpse of her again... omg.... she ish so cute.... hee.... k lah... stop toking bout her liaoz..... Signing 0ff at 12:19 A.M

Fed up of studying

woke up tis morn 2 find another question stuck in my head... y must illness strike only the poor? the people getting sick in tis world are only the poor... y??? the whole freaking world is so freaking unfair... went to tampines mart todae 2 study wit patrick... who ish lik a 2nd brother 2 mi.... learnt that studying in macdonald's is veri veri ex... y the constant feeling of feeling hungry... damn... realli hate that feeling.... studying my emaths lik wad lik tt... still cannot get the functions and log and ln... all that stupid crap.... study also cant get in my brain.... at around 3 plus... patrick's frienz came along.... xiao jian and clement.... man... when they came, they kept toking something about voltage regulator... hahaha..... making mi laughing lik anithing... being wit them makes mi happy... something that i have not been felt 4 quite some time liaoz..... miss working at GV where we can scold the customers and people were there 2 back each other up.... nowadaes.... everithing keeps gonig wrong 4 mi.... even my realtionships... which i have not even touched at all..... y was i such a dumb block 2 ask my ex-crush out for a movie date... even when i noe well that i lik some1 else now........ i even promised her that i will remember her bdae 4 the next 2 yrs... omg.... wad a whole lot of touble i am in now.... making promises 2 my ex-crush despite the fact that my heart is with some1 else now.... i am feeling so lost rite now... can some1 show mi the way and leading mi 2 the correct path.... i dun wish 2 make another mistake and end up hurting her.... this song realli describles my feelings rite now......

Firefly:
When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
Could you forgive and learn how to forget
Hear me as I'm calling out your name


Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too


Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me


You and me
We shared a mistery
We were so close
Like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me

Fly firefly through the sky
Come and play with my desire
Don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night

Fly firefly through the sky
Wait another night
Don't be long
Fire fire firefly

Firefly come back to me
Make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
Tell me that you're lonely too
Firefly come lead me on
Follow you into the sun
That's the way it ought to be
Firefly come back to me

Please... some1 jus tell mi it is my imagation... or jus give mi some advice..... dun wanna hurt an1 anymore..... also unwillingly counting down 2 my birthdae... 16 more daes........ Haix....... Signing off at 11:19 PM

1st timer

1st time blogging online..... feel that there is no love in tis freaking world animore.... ppl's loved ones are dying all over the world.... terrorists are taking innocent ppl as hostages... b4 killing them... wat's up wit this world??? i dun feel lik i belong here animore..... can some1 jus take mi 2 a land far far away where there is no war.... jus peace... haix......... realli having a depressing time nowadae......... personal life jus took a tumble....... projects, quizzes, exams...... all of them are realli making mi feel lik crap rite now...... y mus ppl study??? in order jus 2 get a job? or jus 2 show off 2 ppl that "Look! i have 'A's 4 everi subject!" even studying wont get u a job... haix..... tis few daes hav realli taken a toll on mi...... even more worrying is the fact tat i am going 2 turn 17 soon.... getting old veri soon..... soon i will be 20... 30... 70.... and soon... dead....... i also did a weird thing todae..... i jus asked my ex-crush out 4 a movie.... also dunno y... despite the fact that i kinda like another person now...... nah.... tink i will b jus going as a frienz.... jus hope that my old feelings wont't be rekindled once again..... *Signing off at 10:57 PM*